I have laundry in the washing machine and don't have to worry about lunch because we have leftovers so my morning isn't too bad. I was freaking out this morning. I went to sleep on the couch at about 3:30 because I have a snoring problem and it was keeping my boyfriend awake. I never used to snore that bad, but it's been worse because my sinus problem had gotten worse. anyway, so I noticed it started to rain and it was really loud so it woke me up halfway, then I heard what I thought to be the sound of someone typing but really loud like right in my ear. I figured it was the rain hitting the window but then it got louder, which meant whatever it was it was getting closer to my head... so I bolted up and turned on the light on the other side of the couch... I'm pretty much blind without my glasses or contacts so of course I couldn't see anything, but I think I found the source of the noise. I have a bag of korean candy sitting on my table, all the candies are wrapped, but when I touched the bag it was the exact same noise, so me being me, I'm assuming it was a big spider. lol. In all honesty I have no idea what it was, but I'm avoiding that side of the couch now.
so that woke me up at about 6 this morning and I went back to bed at 7. I am definitely feeling the ick. so far I've kept it at bay, but if I don't get a major amount of good sleep in soon, it won't be long until the ick gets me. I do not want to get sick. I hate being sick. I have enough sinus problems as it is and being sick magnifies it by 1000.
I wanted to start walking in the mornings, and I know this doesn't make sense to anyone that knows me because I'm always cold and it's freezing outside. I have since scrapped the idea because it seems rainy season is already upon us. cold I can manage, cold and wet no way dude.
I'm thinking and hoping that I can get my butt off the couch and do some turbo jam today. or some wii fit. anything to get the blood pumping, but I'm very tired, it might have to wait until after work...either way I am doing one or both today. I'm tired of being fat and not feeling attractive. It doesn't help that I gain weight like pregnant ladies. :/
Ok, on to something less ugh. I'm almost finished reading "if you really loved me" by ann rule. this book is craziness. it's based on a real story that took place in CA in 1985. It's pretty darn good, but has taken me forever to finish. apparently Ann Rule used to work with Ted Bundy. She wrote a book about that and I want to read it.
Now on to something kinda crazy. So my cousin Sanghoon from Korea has been living here the past two years, the first 6 months or so he was living at my parents house, as was I and the boyfriend. So he usually checks in every week with my mom at church or what not, well my mom just went to Korea for two weeks and they were expecting a call because it was Chusok, which is basically like a Korean Thanksgiving, and didn't get one. My mom kept trying to get in touch with him for like two weeks before she left. so no one in the family has heard from him for a month, so we are all kind of freaking out. My parents drove by his place and his car was there but no one was home, they had a church member who lived nearby check on him too, and she said there were lights on but no one answered the door... my parents went back last night to check but I haven't heard anything from them yet. I'm kind of freaking out too. He was supposed to be going back to Korea with my mom, but then he found some type of internship and he wanted to see if he could get a job here. we have no idea what company or where or what he is doing. He was originally here to go to UW, but he had to take a bunch of course at TCC first, he finally got accepted but his parents couldn't afford the tuition plus whatever else they were paying for. My cousin was working and going to school. So after he found out he couldn't afford to go he was planning on going back to Korea then found this internship or whatever. so yeah. always some type of drama in my family. I will be updating about as soon as I find out what's going on.
edit// so my cousin is fine. he got a new phone which is why he wasn't answering his phone, and he wasn't calling my parents back because he hasn't been paying them money for car insurance because he lent money to a friend and hasn't been paid back yet, so I guess he was going to sell his car and get a cheaper one to pay my parents back, and he hadn't sold it yet, so was embarrassed to tell them. Idiot!!! If I was my mom I would've beat him, you know korean style like they do in dramas. just keep calling him pabo(stupid) and slap him upside the head. lol.
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