boxes

I think I have packed about a third of my stuff.

today hasn't been so hard. the more I'm packing my things away the emptier and less "home-like" the apartment is becoming. and this might be mean, but I hope once all of my stuff is gone he feels how empty it is. it's not that I want him to suffer, but I want him to feel something, I want him to feel a fraction of the heartache I'm feeling.